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[24 Jun 2008|10:29am] |
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your spoiled rotten, through to the core.
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[23 Jun 2008|03:48pm] |
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to be so brazen as to believe that my lips do not have the need to whisper but you whisper at such a short distance it is no longer a secret you are telling but a gift that is given. then i shall give you a kiss. peter held out his hand and wendy kissed his lips. oh my how your cheeks are flush and red.
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[23 Jun 2008|03:40pm] |
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i close my eyes and the sun shines through my eyelids bright and cleansing. you lean in too close for me to find comfort frightfully making conversations a kiss away from his cheek and how should i feel? i boil. knuckles white, heartfelt tears well at the corners of my eyes. but to no avail you continue to giggle and imagine one on one encounters behind closed doors. and i, i jealously do my best to find sure footing on an ever wavering ocean of drunkards. she closes my eyes with an angry drunken kiss.
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[23 Jun 2008|03:35pm] |
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and there is a burning again pins and needles in forgotten organs my hands move weightlessly and begin anew thank you for your words, i need something to cover and change now.
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[27 Mar 2008|10:39am] |
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i sat and lurked for the first time in a while checking to see if i was on any ones lips or minds. im so incredibly sick of the navy and just this part of my life. i really want to vanish like an assistant in a little kids magic act presto and im gone but to the onlookers dismay i cant be brought back. i feel that way now. im not sure what anywhere has to offer me anymore. the longer im away from places i realize that there isnt much left for me. just have to find a little patch of ground and start digging my grave. i miss people but not florida. geography is bullshit and my geometry isnt so good.
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3 lied in a kiss formnever forget
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[07 May 2007|07:40am] |
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as i had been thinking beki left me... thats all i have to say about that im guessing. start planning trips to come see me mother fuckers. i have zig zagged my way across this damn nation im putting my roots down. i got a job at this topless a go go im gonna train hard and do the male review when it comes through. ps everyone there is really nice its helping me keep myself busy.
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[30 Apr 2007|08:00am] |
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i had a thought last night "people have always treated me like shit." i just have to accept that it wont ever change. if i get out of the navy in the next few months i think ill just vanish.
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2 lied in a kiss formnever forget
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[30 Apr 2007|07:58am] |
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i think shes going to leave me if she hasn't already. 7 days without even a phone call. my life is amazing and i love and miss you all.
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2 lied in a kiss formnever forget
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[29 Mar 2007|10:28am] |
beki and roxanne should be moving up here soon enough. ive been painting and arting it up lately. i need to wash my uniforn spruce it up abit. i miss home and friends. ive been renting alot of movies lately lots of tv shows too. any suggestions for good tv shows or movies that are out just let me know. im trying to get healthy as always i figure i should give up smoking just like ive given up the other vices ive had, i.e. (women, drinking, general whore behavior.) im hoping to start working on my recording studio soon enough. just the basics for now i guess. i think i may have found a store in virginia beach that will make custom furniture for my house i have most of it taken care of but i really want a couch with alot of character or at least as much character as an inanimate object can have unless... i make a couch out of animals in crates. it might be cruel but who wouldnt want to sit on a couch made of strays. i need a digital camera. and some more knick knacks so if anyone has something to donate let me know.
miss you guys.
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[23 Mar 2007|07:37am] |
i lay here in a single bed far to sprawling and vast to be alone. i dig my hands into the blanket cutting out a place for you to rest you bones as the tune in my head greedily eats away at me acidic and sullen. in a flash the walls of questions and darkness bend around me threatening to swallow me without doing me the favor of chewing./ a blast from a bugle and muffled words call out "RISE THE KING THIS WAY COMES!" the artificial sun is summoned by a stern man painted in white with shiny ribbons and a stern chin i leap from my bed into fresh clothes and become a tree. as tall as 5'7 has ever been and as quiet as my mouthy heartbeat could allow. thoughts of you fill my eyes with light and worry.
its crap i need practice.
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[22 Mar 2007|07:40am] |
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long time no care. im still in the navy im in Portsmouth, Va. i pretty horrible place when im by my lonesome. i got married jan 16 to rebecca joy brannen. its going well. ive grown up quite a bit as of late. i have my own apartment now no longer living within the confines of a barraks. beki is finishing her album which is quite exciting then shell be joining me here. as far as my health ive had 2 major surgeries on my ear and skull and all that jazz. things are new as am i.
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[15 Sep 2006|12:24am] |
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plans for this weekend get shitty dance to bad music work out and work on speaking norge.
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